Honey, I miss you so much already. Your red monkey's arms go around my neck as I sleep, and I hug Quacky Duck. It's heartwrenching walking around and not seeing you anymore. Thank you for 30 precious years...we've suffered through the emotional rollercoaster for nine months. If there was ever a chance of you getting through this...I would have taken care of you forever. But, now as I cry, I thank you for loving me more than anybody else on earth ever could. Whenever I left the house with the kids for just a few hours, you missed me. If I went away overnight..I had to call to say "I'm safe, had a great day...you would say I'm so happy to hear that..but I miss you. Just before you died, you said "Who's going to worry about you when I'm gone? I assured you that "God' will....but, I don't think even God could love me more than you did. So, RIP honey..it's not goodbye, it's till we meet again! I love you beyond words...💔😪💔