My dearest Crystal, its been over two years now and I just had another bundle of joy, Justin! Of course you know your with me every day.... It still seems unreal but I know you are in heaven watching over me. I miss you so much, just feel so lost without you. If I could hear your voice just one more time it would be symphony to my ears. Ryan tells me daily I miss my aunty Crystal mama, I tell him me too hun. But she is watching over you. Sorry for not following Jersey shore, but snooki is prego! Snooki and jwow have a show together now. The economy is terrible, like the depression of 1931 I'm told idk just wanted to stop by and update you.. love you cous!